urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline to let you know i know youre lonely societyndecline 2006-07-18T07:52:42Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:13006 2006-07-18T07:52:42Z 2006-07-18T07:52:42Z the lawrence arms so much has changed it seems nothing ever changes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:12545 2006-05-15T04:58:28Z 2006-07-18T07:08:14Z descendents While i sit alone in this room i've got crates full of sorrow even more filled with shadows that i fish out and ridicule when i'm feeling lonely. I'm lacking sense, but bound in a very specific direction it's phenomenal and unprecedented it's a chip of the old block and a step up the new ladder. Mr.Scribe, i write to you pen and penchant aimed to pour over a fool left with no more rhymes i'm poetically franchised. I'm in charge for the day in terminal wanderlust i've excited my worst thoughts exorcised what was lost am i a bad seed sprouting up or am i not? I'm not sure what sad is but listless i'm not my lists are never ending and my emotions aren't store-bought and tears, they either deceive or endear me i'm your little golden nugget collecting dust bored with my own stale and directed thoughts in a place where so much life and loves abound it's a amazing how little tempts me from my glass house<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v111/werthor/wasted.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:12472 2005-07-29T03:00:36Z 2005-07-29T03:00:36Z a radio with guts destroy your faith. destroy your lungs. "im so speachless burned out today that im faceless, an sometimes it feels like i dont even exist in this place."<br /><br />i want to get away. anywhere but here. i seem to lose everything that i ever gave a shit about. some things i cant forget about. <br /><br />shut your mouth and open your eyes<br /><br />open your mind and when youre sick of tryin, come smoke a blunt with me and we'll empathize about the shitty world around us.<br /><br />when youre just sick an tired of tryin, just kill me. when my words stop inspiring, tear me up and stuff me down the drain.<br /><br />i dont want to make sense, i just want to sit back and watch it burn<br /><br /><br /><br />hell is where you make it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:12276 2005-07-26T00:42:35Z 2005-07-26T00:42:35Z made about 200$ cash today, not including my hourly wage. construction is the shit if youre willing to bust your ass. its nice to be able to buy nice things, suprised that im not use to it? eh fuck you lol<br /><br />6 more drinks until i drown<br /><br />been hittin up the beach as much as possible, gotta get my skim on. fun shit<br /><br />bottoms up and spirits down<br /><br />got my puppy back today. fuckin yay. he's doin fine.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><and now="now" ill="ill" burn="burn" this="this" place="place" to="to" the="the" ground="ground"><br />much love urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:11963 2005-07-21T05:24:26Z 2005-07-21T05:24:26Z mustard plug - you! is your mind being controlled? are you a product of someone elses sick plan?<br />are you a consumer, or are you being consumed?<br /><br />im not reasoning with the unreasonable, im not trying to fight the inevitable, and im not succombing to what i can overcome.<br /><br />do you have any positive influence in your life? Are you the negative influence in someone elses?<br /><br />will you die alone? will you live to wait and see?<br /><br />sometimes it feels like ya know everything. sometimes being stubborn gets the best of you, and brings out the worst. sometimes id rather spend the day locked in my room alone, then waste it talking about the same stupid problems.<br /><br /><br />whipe the slate clean, and start again<br /><br />welcome to the rest of your miserable life, each day spent craving what will eventually be your demise. feed your flames fire, an dont cry to me when it burns. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:11303 2005-06-12T01:50:10Z 2005-06-12T01:50:10Z screeching weasel - the science of myth if you've ever question beliefs that you hold you're not alone but you oughtta realize that every myth is a metaphor in the case of christianity and judaism there exist the belief that spiritual matters are enslaved to history the buddhists believe that the functional aspects override the myth while other religions use the literal core to build foundations with see half the world sees the myth as fact while it's seen as a lie by the other half and the simple truth is that it's none of that and somehow no matter what the world keeps turning somehow we get by without ever learning science and religion are not mutually exclusive in fact for better understanding we take the facts of science and apply them and if both factors keep evolving then we continue getting information but closing off possibilities makes it hard to see the bigger picture consider the case of the women whose faith helped her make it through when she was raped and cut up left for dead in a trunk her beliefs held true it doesn't matter if it's real or not cause some things are better left without a doubt and if it works then it gets the job done somehow no matter what the world keeps turning urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:11228 2005-05-25T07:27:31Z 2005-05-25T17:45:41Z vision - lighting the fuse raising your voice never further proved a point, just made your arguement proven to be weaker, by your own insecurity, expressing it loudly in fear of being proved wrong. that being said, these last few months have been anything but hectic, and id like to keep it that way. however, good things never do last. ive made good friends with the bottle, and ive given up hope in humanity. i still got some great friends, an some i dont get to see near as much as id like to, but ive been staying happy as i can at all costs. depression takes its toll on everyone, and i fight it to the grave. everyones got their problems, and ive lost my apathy. it seems the worlds motivation to piss me off has finally started to die, im no longer mad at every pathetic soul i come across, because i look at the world a lot different then i use to.<br />we're all fucked up and deathbound. soon enough we'll all be gone, and the bullshit problems everyone stresses over daily will be as dead as i am inside. i cant wait.<br /><br /><br /><br />We still have hope that the world is going to change<br />And all the violence will somehow fade away<br />And I'm gonna bet that tomorrow is just like the rest<br />So here it goes once again, we are put to the test<br /><br />Turn on the news, lighting the fuse<br />Watching the world just burn<br /><br />We still have hope that the world will be a better place<br />Never to be judged by the color of your face<br />We know that you've heard this a thousand times before<br />But this is a struggle we can't ignore<br /><br />Turn on the news, lighting the fuse<br />Watching the world just burn<br /><br />I'm gonna sit and watch it burn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:10932 2005-04-19T20:44:18Z 2005-04-19T20:47:14Z if you know who he is, you know <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v111/werthor/tk.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />that is all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:10641 2005-03-19T07:22:27Z 2005-03-19T07:22:27Z no ca$h yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague <br />if sadness lurks within yer walls, as it does in mine <br />where i am confined to my room to hide <br />from all of the bullshit i've gotta deal with from them <br />and they don't give in, until i am cryin' <br />my eyes out over this shit, and then i scream out <br />homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague <br />gotta get outta here before i loose my mind <br /><br />yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague <br />when everything i do is wrong, and its all my fault<br />and they dont understand, me or who i am <br />they'll never except that this is all who i am <br />and all i can do is never enough <br />i wish that for once they'd just fucking lay off <br />homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague <br />abandon all hope, and watch my dreams fade away<br /><br />with all this shits stacked, like weights on my back <br />with no one to help me, soon i will collapse <br />my family hates me, i fucking hate them <br />goddammit, will this homelife shit ever end?! <br /><br />yeah, homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague <br />if you live with anger and hate, just like here <br />where i live in fear of losing my mind <br />and killing you all, leaving no one behind <br />trapped inside these walls, with no where to go<br />and nothing to do, i am bored and depressed <br />patients put to the test, dagger at my chest <br />i carve into my arm to relieve the stress <br />homelife is a drag, deadly like a plague<br />gotta get outta here before i loose my mind<br />my family hates me, i fuckin hate them<br />goddammit, will this homelife shit ever end?!<br /><br />now, shows over come home, and i'm all alone <br />with no one to talk to and no pot to smoke<br />homelife, is a drag, deadly like a plague<br />i'll walk out the front door, and never look back urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:10405 2005-03-11T23:26:54Z 2005-03-11T23:26:54Z alk the fire has formed and its getting too big.<br />his knife is sharpening and his grave starts to dig.<br />Each days noise keeps the man insane.<br />the pollution on tv is rotting out his brain.<br />each persons the same, and life isnt different<br />just scenery changes, but stays in the limits.<br />Staring out his window he longs for more<br />he aims towards his face. and evens the score.<br /><br />conform to this bullet he yells with contest<br />and give back the life of a world with nothing left urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:9987 2005-01-30T03:32:36Z 2005-01-30T03:32:36Z planet smashers ya ya ya!<br /><br /><br />heres to life!<br /><br /><br />as the world slowly comes to an end my days come flying by with a smile. im high. im happy. lifes good. nothing better then the lack of bullshit i come across each day... and im living life to the fullest.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v111/werthor/IM000522.jpg"><br /><br /><br />keep it real, son. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:9815 2005-01-02T06:41:38Z 2005-01-02T06:41:38Z planet smashers well this new years resolution is to finally get a decent nights sleep.<br />maybe write something worth reading. or make a positive impact on someones life besides my own.<br /><br />hope this year will be better then the last. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:9595 2004-12-25T20:44:19Z 2004-12-25T20:44:19Z propaghandi - gifts Wake up, coughing, tired, with my face in my hands,<br />staring at the window as the sunlight demands action.<br />All the energy it takes to close these bedroom blinds.<br />Wrote this selfish sadness on a bathroom wall,<br />spent half the span of some lost culture's rise and fall,<br />but I'm as clueless as a drooling four year old.<br />Still hoping I might find the capacity to let you know I know you're lonely.<br />So here's the last call for regrets,<br />a final slow dance through the days that we all hold on to.<br />Here's the promises I've made, tied too tight to undo.<br />An unwrapped gift from me to you.<br />All the slightly insane on the 18 North Main,<br />reaching for a small-town downtown, night rain,<br />nothing I could say could be worth saying anyway today.<br />Like "Hey, whatever happened to what's that guys' name?",<br />we get a little older and it looks the same: askance.<br />Excuse my failing sense of humour.<br />Here's the promises I've made; a razor blade and this broken piece of chain.<br />A history left to rust out in the rain<br /><br /><br />hope you guys got what you wanted, i got a new computer so im happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:9405 2004-12-12T16:41:17Z 2004-12-12T16:49:18Z tupac this weekend was a lot crazier then some peoples entires life stories. im not stable. cant wait to get over this feeling.<br /><br /><br /><br /><center><table width="50%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0"><tr><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="#1a2374">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="#000080">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="#553fff">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="#251cb8">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="#000080">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="#0000ff">&nbsp;</td></tr><tr><td colspan="6" align="center">skanking is love</td></tr><tr><td colspan="6" align="center"><small>brought to you by the <a href="http://www.dutchfurs.com/~haze/islove/">isLove Generator</a></small></td></tr></table></center><br /><br />skank away! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:9168 2004-12-01T04:34:25Z 2004-12-01T04:34:25Z propaghandi random words for thought<br /><br />"So we've getting a bunch of emails from Americans asking how to go about moving to Canada since the U.S. election last week. I can sympathize, but all i can say to y'all is please stay where you are: if you have a progressive voice, you got to stay down there and get to work to make sure that "your" government stops steamrolling the rest of the world (not to mention your fellow citizens). If you think it's bad now, imagine how bad it would be without anyone left to put any pressure on the psychos in power. Give it some consideration, at least. "<br /><br />halo 2 + weed = urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:8741 2004-11-28T07:16:15Z 2004-11-28T07:16:15Z reel big fish - down in flames. so we decided to continue the thanksgiving weekend partying at my house tonight with some beer, all was going well till my parents decided to come home early unexpectedly. Luckily i took the neccisary precautions, otherwise they woulda came home to beer everywhere. i dunno i had a funny feeling, and it saved my ass, i love when that happens. tommorow i gotta do a research report, fuckin yay. for now im gunna finish my last bowl and smoke my cares away again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:8616 2004-11-26T19:02:41Z 2004-11-26T19:02:41Z less than jake! party at my place last night was fun, lack of girls, abundance of drugs, fair trade. but coulda been better, coulda been way worse tho, i had fun as did most others. thanks giving is better spent drunk i concluded. now im going to go smoke. crs. and tonight lets party all over again! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:8317 2004-11-25T19:46:32Z 2004-11-25T20:58:07Z the broadways - everything i wanted to know about genocide the broadways and i seem to see very eye to eye<br /><br />third graders holding hands indians<br />and pilgrims celebrating new found lands<br />they tried to teach me that at school<br />make the white race look superior it's always been their rule<br />now i can't believe we celebrate thanksgiving as a holiday of unity and peace<br />if i had my way, we'd all dress in black<br />and daddy would serve up the white meat<br />cuz genocide is nothing to celebrate, extinction doesn't deserve a parade<br />and we perpetuate these lies witht he turkeys that we buy<br />i tried explaining to my mom but she's too afraid to admit to herself<br />that her race is a killing machine<br />take a look around your town and who do you see?<br />the native american is surprisingly absent in his own indigenous land<br />do you want to know why? it's cuz we killed them all<br />it's not that hard to understand, yeah<br />so i go to college and you know what i learned?<br />that 80 million people were killed by my grandpa,<br />your grandpa and all of their friends<br />they bleached out our continent but that's not the end<br />the last full blooded aborigine died a century ago<br />if it's possible there's a place in the southern hemisphere<br />with a history even worse than our home<br />no one finds it peculiar<br />that a tropical island is full of people just like you and me<br />but astralia's a piece of shit floating in the pacific<br />buoyed by the blood of the aborigine.<br />buoyed by the blood of the aborigine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:8187 2004-11-18T02:46:00Z 2004-11-18T02:46:00Z the broadways - 25 degrees north <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v111/werthor/lost.bmp"><br /><br /><br />the things i do when im bored =O urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:7684 2004-11-16T01:09:57Z 2004-11-16T01:09:57Z social distortion - story of my life life goes by so fast<br />you only wanna do what you think is right<br />close my eyes and its past<br />story of my life<br /><br />this weekend was pretty fun, lots of pot smoked. good times came and went, sometimes i wish the goodtimes would last a little longer but its ok, cause theres plenty to anticipate this week. bein jaded in the crazy life is a bad bad thing, and being stoned in a sober world is the edge i need to keep me sane. and on that note, im going to go smoke 1, =)<br /><br /><br />heres to life<br /><zzzzzzzzzz>~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:7669 2004-11-11T18:35:46Z 2004-11-11T18:35:46Z lawrence arms an intelligent analyst is befriended easily and accused of shit talking by just merely calling out the things he sees. which is dissapointing if your name is mark butler, but a way around this is to conform to the group, and pretend theres nothing wrong with the wrongdoings of a stubborn group of vain elitests. Its not too hard to become jaded if you keep your eyes open long enough, and thats kind of where im stuck. not quite a rut, but not quite disneyland either. things are looking up lately, had a great day yesterday, and looking forward to a good 1 today. my phones hooked back up so gimme a call if you wanna hamg out, but only if youre not too elite. and oddly, i can relate to mark butler so much right now, in a broader picture. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:7199 2004-11-07T19:54:52Z 2004-11-07T19:54:52Z BLAH Another day in this broke down place<br />The towers grow and the skies are slowly replaced<br />With the cold gray structures that lay to waste<br />Everything that stands in the way<br />Stare at the ground as I walk on by<br />You make me sick and I hate what I feel inside<br />As I lobby for acceptance, you know I've tried<br />Another life for you to nullify<br />I'm weak inside because I see the shape of things to come<br />I'm weak inside because I don't change what's begun<br />I'm weak inside because I hate what I've become<br />I'm feeling empty as I struggle with my thoughts each day<br />Just a drone who contributes to his own decay<br />An apathist who's sweat and blood grease the wheels for pay<br />Just a whore for the puppeteer to whom I obey<br />And nothing changes...No nothing changed today<br />I close my eyes and keep my mouth shut<br />Why am I afraid to stand up and knock them down<br />When I've been betrayed<br />You've been conditioned to accept everything they say<br />So I walk on but I start to stumble<br />Through the ruins of a life that's troubled<br />By the expectations I'm conditioned to struggle for<br />My possessions leave me self-absorbed<br />So many bombs I've left unblown<br />The streets are crowded and I feel so all alone<br />Stacking bricks that to this day remain unthrown<br />Yet I'm the one to cast the first stone urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:6961 2004-11-06T16:09:17Z 2004-11-06T16:09:17Z if you have lots of pot seeds lemme know im gunna start growin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:6656 2004-11-04T02:19:50Z 2004-11-04T02:19:50Z choking victim for all you brainwashed pawns out there. no america isnt the greatest nation in the world. no we're not free. no you dont have freedom of speach. you have the right to conform and comply to the curruption, or have a voice that wont be heard. fuck you george bush for even running again you currupt fuck. and fuck all of you who supported him and his retarded ethics, misleading speachs, and bull shit lies. <br /><br />T.V. tries to sell me stuff that I don't really need<br />the government hypocracy is intertwined with greed<br />all I need now is another media blitz<br />about jesus down in waco and the odor he emits<br /><br />whoah-ho / fuck world trade / fuck the state<br /><br />the trade center is bombed and the FBI is pissed<br />so they act the good americans, blaming muslim terrorists<br />people so brainwashed caught up in the media TV<br />so quick to pull the trigger claiming they are guilty<br /><br />whoah-ho / fuck world trade / fuck the state<br /><br />Mcdonalds will bloom as the major competition<br />between jesus and the devil for this governments religion<br />people so caught up in the freedom that they see<br />while america's fucking over every single country<br /><br />whoah-ho / fuck world trade / fuck the state urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:societyndecline:6600 2004-11-01T22:53:46Z 2004-11-01T22:53:46Z propaghandi im really fuckin sick and it really fuckin sucks, halloween was fun. <br /><br />We spoke our minds too clearly.<br />We assumed fundamental rights were inherent<br />not as pawns but humans.<br />I do not require a gauge for freedom of speech<br />cuz I never asked to be a citizen.<br /><br />and...<br /><br />soon we'll be dead